I walked along the ocean beach, feeling like a ghost—not entirely there. I missed Kim so badly. With apologies to those who love me, I had no desire to live anymore. I repeatedly said, “Lord, if you would, take me now.” And I meant it. But I also said, “My only reason to continue living is to become who you intend me be to be and to pursue the task you’ve given me to do.” Then I sensed the Lord’s response, “That’s exactly where I want you.” It’s just like God to do this. Have you ever been at your…